1 00:00:17,250 --> 00:00:23,000 --- 2 00:00:36,292 --> 00:00:39,000 Crackling of a fire 3 00:00:39,167 --> 00:00:44,083 --- 4 00:00:44,250 --> 00:00:47,626 A slight hubbub adds to the crescendo. 5 00:00:47,792 --> 00:00:55,167 --- 6 00:00:55,334 --> 00:00:59,209 Hard techno music rises crescendo. 7 00:00:59,375 --> 00:02:55,959 --- 8 00:02:56,125 --> 00:02:58,500 Muffled surrounding atmosphere 9 00:02:58,667 --> 00:03:07,250 --- 10 00:03:08,167 --> 00:03:10,000 - Are you sure it's that way? 11 00:03:10,459 --> 00:03:14,500 - If we follow the canal, we will inevitably come across Paris. 12 00:03:16,542 --> 00:03:19,959 - Emma, you know, it wasn't the first time. 13 00:03:21,250 --> 00:03:22,584 - Ecstases? 14 00:03:22,751 --> 00:03:24,292 - No, guy. 15 00:03:26,459 --> 00:03:28,500 I've slept with guys before. 16 00:03:30,042 --> 00:03:32,709 - Have you ever been in love with a guy? before? 17 00:03:33,500 --> 00:03:35,000 - No, never. 18 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:38,751 - Could this happen? 19 00:03:39,334 --> 00:03:41,459 - No, I don't think so. 20 00:03:43,125 --> 00:03:44,500 Well, no. 21 00:03:45,542 --> 00:03:47,250 It's you I love. 22 00:03:48,459 --> 00:03:51,125 That's why that I don't want to hide anything from you. 23 00:03:56,042 --> 00:03:57,500 Are you mad at me? 24 00:03:59,417 --> 00:04:02,542 - Why didn't you say anything? when we met? 25 00:04:04,709 --> 00:04:06,709 - I was afraid you would throw me away. 26 00:04:07,959 --> 00:04:09,417 - Are you stupid or what? 27 00:04:11,500 --> 00:04:13,375 On the contrary, it excites me. 28 00:04:19,626 --> 00:04:22,167 - And you ? Don't you have any secrets? 29 00:04:24,125 --> 00:04:26,000 Tell me, it's now. 30 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:29,959 - No, I have no secrets. 31 00:04:30,125 --> 00:04:32,042 But I have a very big flaw. 32 00:04:33,042 --> 00:04:34,792 I am very possessive. 33 00:04:34,959 --> 00:04:36,542 If you leave me, I'll kill you. 34 00:04:37,375 --> 00:04:39,334 - I will never leave you. 35 00:04:41,876 --> 00:04:43,250 Never. 36 00:04:43,751 --> 00:04:46,209 Disturbing atmosphere 37 00:04:46,375 --> 00:04:50,042 --- 38 00:04:58,751 --> 00:05:01,292 Ejecting the photo from the Polaroid 39 00:05:21,250 --> 00:05:23,751 --- 40 00:05:29,250 --> 00:05:30,751 - Come on, let's close! 41 00:05:37,125 --> 00:05:40,000 Come on, it's over, we're closing. Come on, you go down. 42 00:05:40,167 --> 00:05:42,167 I'm not going to look for you. Too high. 43 00:05:42,334 --> 00:05:44,000 Come on, there you go. 44 00:05:44,542 --> 00:05:45,709 Oh ! 45 00:05:46,125 --> 00:05:47,334 She laughs. 46 00:05:47,667 --> 00:05:49,083 - Thanks again. 47 00:05:51,334 --> 00:05:54,292 Someone is whistling. 48 00:05:56,334 --> 00:05:58,375 --- 49 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:05,667 --- 50 00:06:08,083 --> 00:06:14,125 --- 51 00:06:16,209 --> 00:06:17,709 --- 52 00:06:20,459 --> 00:06:25,250 --- 53 00:06:31,792 --> 00:06:34,792 Repeated blows 54 00:06:36,709 --> 00:06:41,250 --- 55 00:06:41,459 --> 00:06:43,375 He sighs. 56 00:06:50,584 --> 00:06:54,000 Repeated blows 57 00:06:57,584 --> 00:06:59,626 --- 58 00:07:02,959 --> 00:07:08,042 --- 59 00:07:10,626 --> 00:07:35,542 --- 60 00:07:35,792 --> 00:07:37,125 - Excuse me. 61 00:07:40,292 --> 00:07:41,209 Pardon ! 62 00:07:44,584 --> 00:07:46,167 - Don't climb the ladder. 63 00:07:47,584 --> 00:07:49,000 Listen dad. 64 00:07:49,918 --> 00:07:51,584 Yes ? Good morning. - Good morning. 65 00:07:51,751 --> 00:07:56,542 Um... I work just below and it's complicated with the noise. 66 00:07:56,959 --> 00:07:58,417 It's even disturbing. 67 00:07:58,584 --> 00:08:03,000 - Sorry, I have to move on. My girlfriend and I are moving in soon. 68 00:08:03,584 --> 00:08:05,375 And I'm late, so... 69 00:08:05,542 --> 00:08:09,209 - Are you there every day? I never hear that racket. 70 00:08:11,292 --> 00:08:13,834 - Go over there. Dad is talking, he's coming. 71 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:15,209 Touch nothing. 72 00:08:15,375 --> 00:08:17,459 Today I broke a wall. 73 00:08:18,250 --> 00:08:21,834 So it makes noise. But no, I'm not there all the time. 74 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:24,417 I have a job. Hence my delay. 75 00:08:25,792 --> 00:08:27,167 - Uh... 76 00:08:27,751 --> 00:08:31,584 Maybe we can leave each other some words to tell each other when we are there? 77 00:08:32,375 --> 00:08:35,083 I can arrange it too. I don't live here. 78 00:08:35,584 --> 00:08:38,083 I can come when you're not here. 79 00:08:40,500 --> 00:08:41,626 - If you want. 80 00:08:43,292 --> 00:08:44,500 - We speak informally, right? 81 00:08:45,167 --> 00:08:46,250 - Okay. 82 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:50,667 Bye. - Bye. 83 00:08:51,334 --> 00:08:52,918 Well yes, I... 84 00:08:53,542 --> 00:08:56,042 I'm going to the gallery this evening. Yes. 85 00:08:56,334 --> 00:08:59,459 I have some things to sort out, that's all. All right ? 86 00:09:00,459 --> 00:09:01,834 Come on, see you tonight. 87 00:09:03,250 --> 00:09:06,167 Soft piano music 88 00:09:06,334 --> 00:09:23,584 --- 89 00:09:23,751 --> 00:09:25,292 “I kiss you. 90 00:09:27,500 --> 00:09:28,584 “Have a nice day.” 91 00:09:28,751 --> 00:10:29,751 --- 92 00:10:45,209 --> 00:10:46,542 The door opens. 93 00:10:49,125 --> 00:10:52,000 - Hello. You weren't supposed to be here today. 94 00:10:52,334 --> 00:10:54,792 - I came to pick up something in the lab. 95 00:10:55,375 --> 00:10:57,959 - Oh. I'm not making any noise today. 96 00:10:58,542 --> 00:11:00,209 - No, that's not it... 97 00:11:00,667 --> 00:11:02,459 Nothing to do with the work. 98 00:11:04,876 --> 00:11:06,709 I wanted to ask you if... 99 00:11:07,125 --> 00:11:09,292 if I could photograph you one day. 100 00:11:10,250 --> 00:11:11,375 With your son. 101 00:11:12,584 --> 00:11:14,959 I am a photographer, I didn't tell you. 102 00:11:15,125 --> 00:11:16,667 - Oh. No. 103 00:11:17,042 --> 00:11:18,417 Well, I don't think so. 104 00:11:19,125 --> 00:11:21,083 - I'm making a new series of photos, 105 00:11:21,250 --> 00:11:22,918 of fathers with their children. 106 00:11:23,083 --> 00:11:26,709 I thought about it the first time that I saw you, with... 107 00:11:26,876 --> 00:11:28,125 with your son. 108 00:11:28,292 --> 00:11:29,834 -Nathan. - Yes. 109 00:11:30,542 --> 00:11:32,918 I would have liked photograph you like that. 110 00:11:34,417 --> 00:11:36,083 - With plaster everywhere? 111 00:11:36,250 --> 00:11:37,918 - No, without the plaster. 112 00:11:40,417 --> 00:11:42,834 - Why not ? I have to tell his mother about this. 113 00:11:43,417 --> 00:11:44,918 It concerns her too. 114 00:11:45,083 --> 00:11:46,083 - Of course. 115 00:11:48,292 --> 00:11:51,542 - I will put a letter in your box with the answer. 116 00:11:52,083 --> 00:11:53,167 - Alright. 117 00:11:54,667 --> 00:11:55,542 THANKS. 118 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:57,500 - Thank you. 119 00:11:58,083 --> 00:12:00,375 It’s a flattering proposition, isn’t it? 120 00:12:07,959 --> 00:12:10,042 Doorbell 121 00:12:13,209 --> 00:12:15,500 - Hello. - Good morning. 122 00:12:15,918 --> 00:12:19,375 Do you have anything from Cyril Varga? He exhibited at your home. 123 00:12:19,542 --> 00:12:20,500 - Of course. 124 00:12:20,667 --> 00:12:23,083 And we have an exhibition planned soon. 125 00:12:24,626 --> 00:12:28,125 This is the most complete catalog of his work. 126 00:12:28,292 --> 00:12:29,459 - THANKS. 127 00:12:29,876 --> 00:12:31,792 - I have been following him since the beginning. 128 00:12:32,083 --> 00:12:34,167 I really like his look. 129 00:12:34,334 --> 00:12:37,709 He is one of the people that make my work exciting. 130 00:12:39,125 --> 00:12:42,876 The gallery owner leaves. 131 00:13:10,709 --> 00:13:13,250 - Do you have another cheaper book? 132 00:13:14,042 --> 00:13:16,459 - We have a smaller brochure. 133 00:13:16,626 --> 00:13:18,250 It costs 60 francs. 134 00:13:18,417 --> 00:13:19,417 - Okay. 135 00:13:19,584 --> 00:13:22,250 Heavy breathing 136 00:13:22,417 --> 00:13:31,083 --- 137 00:13:31,250 --> 00:13:32,792 - Dad? 138 00:13:32,959 --> 00:13:35,000 (- Oh no, fuck.) - Dad? 139 00:13:35,167 --> 00:13:37,125 (- Go ahead, you. Go ahead.) 140 00:13:37,292 --> 00:13:39,667 (- I'm not going to go like that, I'm hard.) 141 00:13:39,834 --> 00:13:41,250 (Go ahead, please.) 142 00:13:42,167 --> 00:13:43,500 - Yes, my darling. 143 00:13:47,375 --> 00:13:49,417 (- Hurry up, I'm so excited.) 144 00:13:50,334 --> 00:13:51,709 (Quickly, please.) 145 00:13:53,876 --> 00:13:55,083 (Make it quick.) 146 00:13:56,167 --> 00:13:57,876 - Did you have a nightmare? 147 00:14:00,209 --> 00:14:01,417 (He is already asleep.) 148 00:14:01,584 --> 00:14:02,751 (- Huh?) 149 00:14:02,918 --> 00:14:04,626 (- He is already sleeping.) (- Is he sleeping?) 150 00:14:08,500 --> 00:14:10,167 - Only a few weeks left. 151 00:14:10,334 --> 00:14:12,542 - I can't stand making love anymore like this. 152 00:14:14,209 --> 00:14:15,459 (What are you doing?) 153 00:14:17,626 --> 00:14:18,751 Do you want to read there? 154 00:14:21,167 --> 00:14:24,751 - It's the neighbor's job who finds you noisy. 155 00:14:26,626 --> 00:14:27,667 - Let me see. 156 00:14:28,918 --> 00:14:30,959 It's not bad. - Isn't that bad? 157 00:14:31,375 --> 00:14:33,083 It's really good. 158 00:14:34,792 --> 00:14:37,334 It is difficult to see, These are less good prints. 159 00:14:37,500 --> 00:14:41,000 There was a catalog for 200 francs, it was magnificent. 160 00:14:42,417 --> 00:14:43,918 - I like that. 161 00:14:44,375 --> 00:14:47,042 - I will have a nice photo of both of you. 162 00:14:48,042 --> 00:14:50,751 - He's going to give them to us? Aren't we going to pay? 163 00:14:50,918 --> 00:14:54,000 - I hope not. He sells photos for 5,000 bucks. 164 00:14:54,167 --> 00:14:56,209 - 5,000 balls? For a photo? 165 00:14:56,375 --> 00:14:58,667 - He's a real photographer. - Oh yeah! 166 00:14:59,417 --> 00:15:01,250 He's a big guy, above all. 167 00:15:01,626 --> 00:15:03,083 - Do you think so? 168 00:15:05,500 --> 00:15:06,834 - I don't know. 169 00:15:10,584 --> 00:15:12,792 - Look, a mosquito! 170 00:15:12,959 --> 00:15:15,334 A mosquito, a mosquito, a mosquito. 171 00:15:15,500 --> 00:15:17,459 A mosquito, a mosquito! 172 00:15:18,250 --> 00:15:21,042 Soft piano music 173 00:15:22,500 --> 00:15:24,375 He stung you, look. 174 00:15:24,542 --> 00:15:28,000 - Did he stung me? Oh no! Give me a kiss to heal me. 175 00:15:29,292 --> 00:15:31,542 I don't know how long it will last. 176 00:15:31,709 --> 00:15:33,375 - We'll make do. 177 00:15:35,542 --> 00:15:38,292 - Why won't he fall? but me, yes? 178 00:15:38,459 --> 00:15:40,250 - You're not going to fall. - For what ? 179 00:15:40,417 --> 00:15:42,292 - Dad is here, you won't fall. 180 00:15:45,083 --> 00:15:46,167 Should I take this off? 181 00:15:46,959 --> 00:15:48,250 - Yeah. 182 00:15:50,500 --> 00:15:51,709 - Are you holding on? 183 00:15:51,876 --> 00:15:54,083 You are strong. Without hands? 184 00:15:55,167 --> 00:15:57,626 Yeah ! - I can do it without hands. 185 00:15:59,375 --> 00:16:01,876 - I remove so that the photo is more beautiful. 186 00:16:02,042 --> 00:16:03,334 Are you looking? 187 00:16:04,751 --> 00:16:46,042 --- 188 00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:47,876 He knocks. 189 00:16:52,584 --> 00:16:53,667 - Good morning. 190 00:16:53,834 --> 00:16:56,167 I'm Cyril, the neighbor downstairs. 191 00:16:56,334 --> 00:16:57,667 - Yes hello. 192 00:16:57,834 --> 00:17:00,417 - I'll bring you the portrait of Sammy and Nathan. 193 00:17:02,083 --> 00:17:03,292 - THANKS. 194 00:17:05,584 --> 00:17:08,667 I don't know if I should open it. I'm not the model. 195 00:17:08,834 --> 00:17:10,334 - As you wish. 196 00:17:12,459 --> 00:17:13,459 - Okay, come on. 197 00:17:21,626 --> 00:17:22,918 It's very beautiful. 198 00:17:23,500 --> 00:17:24,542 THANKS. 199 00:17:26,334 --> 00:17:27,417 Is she for us? 200 00:17:27,584 --> 00:17:28,626 - Yes yes. 201 00:17:30,876 --> 00:17:33,709 Is Sammy not here? - He's working today. 202 00:17:34,042 --> 00:17:35,834 And he's already done a lot. 203 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:38,876 But that's okay, I'm finishing the painting, I like it. 204 00:17:39,709 --> 00:17:40,876 - I can help you. 205 00:17:41,042 --> 00:17:44,125 To thank you for having given your consent. 206 00:17:45,042 --> 00:17:47,751 - Why not ? When could you? 207 00:17:47,918 --> 00:17:48,959 - NOW. 208 00:17:50,167 --> 00:17:51,792 - Yes, come. 209 00:18:07,876 --> 00:18:10,500 You don't look so much like to your photos. 210 00:18:11,584 --> 00:18:12,834 - How so ? 211 00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,083 - Well... 212 00:18:14,542 --> 00:18:17,834 You photograph the night world and you look serious. 213 00:18:19,209 --> 00:18:20,417 And wise. 214 00:18:20,584 --> 00:18:22,250 - I'm very serious. 215 00:18:22,751 --> 00:18:24,542 And not so wise, anyway. 216 00:18:24,918 --> 00:18:26,250 Do you know my work? 217 00:18:26,667 --> 00:18:27,876 - Yes. 218 00:18:28,292 --> 00:18:30,167 I went to see your gallery. 219 00:18:30,667 --> 00:18:32,709 If it had been shit, I would have said no. 220 00:18:36,125 --> 00:18:38,167 Your series of portraits “Father-child”, 221 00:18:38,334 --> 00:18:41,083 it's not in the mind from your usual job. 222 00:18:41,250 --> 00:18:43,709 - It's a new desire. And... 223 00:18:44,709 --> 00:18:46,959 The idea came from Sammy, actually. 224 00:18:47,125 --> 00:18:49,626 When I met Sammy with your son. 225 00:18:51,459 --> 00:18:53,250 - Why did you have this idea? 226 00:18:54,375 --> 00:18:55,709 - I don't know. 227 00:18:56,334 --> 00:18:57,834 Well, yes, I know. 228 00:18:59,334 --> 00:19:02,334 Probably because I wasn't close of my father. 229 00:19:03,459 --> 00:19:06,292 And it touches me to see that in others. 230 00:19:07,751 --> 00:19:09,209 - Is your father dead? 231 00:19:09,709 --> 00:19:11,626 - No, but we don't talk anymore. 232 00:19:15,417 --> 00:19:17,626 - Sammy told you I was a midwife? 233 00:19:19,042 --> 00:19:20,500 - No, I didn't know. 234 00:19:20,667 --> 00:19:23,459 - Because I see fathers every day. 235 00:19:23,626 --> 00:19:25,542 If you're interested in babies too, 236 00:19:25,709 --> 00:19:28,542 I can see to get your permission. 237 00:19:28,709 --> 00:19:30,918 To come and work at the hospital. 238 00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:32,876 Well, if you're interested. 239 00:19:33,417 --> 00:19:35,250 - Yeah, that would be great. 240 00:19:44,334 --> 00:19:45,918 - A problem? - Yes. 241 00:19:46,083 --> 00:19:46,876 - Is it serious? 242 00:19:47,542 --> 00:19:51,292 - It has nothing to do with you. I have a hardware problem. 243 00:19:52,626 --> 00:19:56,792 I have what it takes, don't worry. I have finished examining you. Here. 244 00:19:57,500 --> 00:19:58,751 - THANKS. 245 00:19:59,834 --> 00:20:01,167 SO ? 246 00:20:01,334 --> 00:20:05,459 - I will send the report to Dr. Cohen. He prescribed this test for you. 247 00:20:05,626 --> 00:20:07,667 - Yes, it tracks my HIV. 248 00:20:08,834 --> 00:20:10,292 Is there anything worrying? 249 00:20:12,834 --> 00:20:16,167 - If we had to say something... - It's not necessary. 250 00:20:16,334 --> 00:20:17,292 - Everything is fine. 251 00:20:18,042 --> 00:20:22,667 Pay attention to your diet, you have diffuse fatty liver disease. 252 00:20:23,209 --> 00:20:24,834 I'll explain to you, look. 253 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:28,000 This is your liver. There, those are your kidneys. 254 00:20:28,918 --> 00:20:33,125 Your liver is a little white. It should be like the kidneys. 255 00:20:33,292 --> 00:20:34,918 - What does that mean? 256 00:20:35,083 --> 00:20:37,834 - If you are not careful, 257 00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:40,125 if you don't manage your excesses, 258 00:20:41,459 --> 00:20:45,083 you risk serious problems liver disease within 20 or 30 years. 259 00:20:45,876 --> 00:20:47,500 Cirrhosis type. 260 00:20:47,667 --> 00:20:49,709 - I want to kiss you. 261 00:20:50,626 --> 00:20:52,876 I have never been credited with such longevity. 262 00:20:53,042 --> 00:20:54,792 - Your organs encourage me. 263 00:20:54,959 --> 00:20:56,792 - I only ask to believe you. 264 00:20:58,500 --> 00:21:01,125 And... my liver damage... 265 00:21:01,542 --> 00:21:03,792 it can be a side effect of AZT? 266 00:21:03,959 --> 00:21:07,375 - It's delicate, because it's the only treatment we have. 267 00:21:08,125 --> 00:21:11,334 But actually, among the many side effects, 268 00:21:12,250 --> 00:21:13,792 we observe these disorders. 269 00:21:15,083 --> 00:21:18,500 - Anyway, I'll take more. And I'm feeling better. 270 00:21:18,667 --> 00:21:19,834 - What are you under? 271 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:21,167 - Nothing. 272 00:21:21,959 --> 00:21:24,834 I do blood tests regularly. 273 00:21:26,751 --> 00:21:28,334 I don't want to be a guinea pig anymore. 274 00:21:28,918 --> 00:21:31,876 - I shouldn't tell you, but I understand you. 275 00:21:33,834 --> 00:21:35,626 Courage. - THANKS. 276 00:21:36,626 --> 00:21:39,542 Cries of an argument 277 00:21:39,709 --> 00:21:54,292 --- 278 00:21:54,459 --> 00:21:56,417 - Try to understand me... 279 00:21:56,584 --> 00:21:58,667 - I'll just do that, try! 280 00:21:58,834 --> 00:22:00,626 Stop! Shut up ! 281 00:22:00,792 --> 00:22:02,375 Shut up ! 282 00:22:02,542 --> 00:22:04,334 Damn! The door slams. 283 00:22:14,626 --> 00:22:15,918 - Cyril? 284 00:22:18,876 --> 00:22:19,918 Cyril? 285 00:22:27,292 --> 00:22:29,542 How are you ? I heard a noise. 286 00:22:30,834 --> 00:22:32,626 - It's okay, it's nothing. 287 00:22:33,167 --> 00:22:34,584 - Are you sure? 288 00:22:37,292 --> 00:22:39,918 - I think it will get better after a drink. 289 00:22:40,083 --> 00:22:41,334 What do you think? 290 00:22:43,209 --> 00:22:44,334 - Okay. 291 00:22:52,459 --> 00:22:53,918 - My cave. 292 00:23:16,417 --> 00:23:17,792 - THANKS. 293 00:23:17,959 --> 00:23:19,584 Clink of glasses 294 00:23:23,626 --> 00:23:24,834 Who was it? 295 00:23:25,709 --> 00:23:27,000 - A guy. 296 00:23:27,918 --> 00:23:29,292 My guy. 297 00:23:30,375 --> 00:23:32,167 Well, not anymore. 298 00:23:33,167 --> 00:23:34,083 Come on. 299 00:23:34,834 --> 00:23:37,500 These are the photos I took thanks to Emma. 300 00:23:47,626 --> 00:23:49,792 - This reminds me of when Nathan was born. 301 00:23:52,834 --> 00:23:55,042 Emma had a hard time that day. 302 00:23:55,876 --> 00:23:57,417 It was excruciating. 303 00:23:57,751 --> 00:24:01,626 She was in pain and there was nothing I could do. I felt like an idiot. 304 00:24:04,250 --> 00:24:06,876 - It's the first time that you talk so much. 305 00:24:08,375 --> 00:24:10,292 - I don't talk much when I don't know. 306 00:24:10,584 --> 00:24:12,542 - So we know each other now. 307 00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:30,709 Stop, stop. 308 00:24:32,792 --> 00:24:33,959 - What ? 309 00:24:34,459 --> 00:24:35,918 Is it because of Emma? 310 00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,375 - No, it's... 311 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:39,417 Go away, please. 312 00:24:54,584 --> 00:24:56,751 - Shouldn't Cyril come and help us? 313 00:24:57,584 --> 00:24:59,626 - Yes. He must have forgotten. 314 00:25:00,542 --> 00:25:02,792 - Your neighbor, the photographer? - Yes. 315 00:25:05,167 --> 00:25:07,459 - The photo of you and the little one is cool. 316 00:25:08,542 --> 00:25:10,667 I would like the same with my daughter. 317 00:25:10,834 --> 00:25:12,125 Will you ask him? 318 00:25:12,292 --> 00:25:13,876 He's got quite a look. 319 00:25:15,125 --> 00:25:16,792 - What are you doing, sweetheart? 320 00:25:16,959 --> 00:25:18,876 - I'm looking for toys. 321 00:25:20,834 --> 00:25:23,792 - Where did we put them? Ah well there you go! 322 00:25:23,959 --> 00:25:25,792 Do you store it in your room? 323 00:25:27,959 --> 00:25:29,667 Wait, I'll help you, honey. 324 00:25:29,834 --> 00:25:31,459 You worked well. 325 00:25:31,626 --> 00:25:33,542 - It's beautiful, isn't it? - And big. 326 00:25:33,709 --> 00:25:35,500 - We will finally be able to sleep, 327 00:25:35,667 --> 00:25:37,209 Nathan has his room. 328 00:25:37,626 --> 00:25:40,667 - If you want to make a 2nd one, need privacy. 329 00:25:40,834 --> 00:25:41,876 - Warm in front. 330 00:25:42,209 --> 00:25:44,542 - My darling, I am happy for you. 331 00:25:47,709 --> 00:25:49,334 - Did you see how big it is? 332 00:25:49,584 --> 00:25:52,626 - So, my darling? You're going to be good here. 333 00:25:53,292 --> 00:25:55,209 - You have a room to yourself. 334 00:25:55,375 --> 00:25:57,626 Like a big one, my baby! 335 00:26:00,375 --> 00:26:01,751 - Shall we play music? 336 00:26:01,918 --> 00:26:03,834 - Watch your back. - Yeah. 337 00:26:05,250 --> 00:26:08,250 * Dance music 338 00:26:08,417 --> 00:26:34,459 *--- 339 00:26:34,626 --> 00:26:37,709 Muffled surrounding atmosphere 340 00:26:37,876 --> 00:26:40,584 Melancholic piano music 341 00:26:40,751 --> 00:27:51,292 --- 342 00:27:51,459 --> 00:27:52,751 - Cyril? 343 00:27:54,167 --> 00:27:55,876 - What are you doing here? 344 00:27:56,042 --> 00:27:57,500 - I was looking for you. 345 00:27:58,125 --> 00:28:00,000 - How did you get my address? 346 00:28:00,167 --> 00:28:02,209 - I got it with the Minitel. 347 00:28:02,918 --> 00:28:05,167 You gave me more news. 348 00:28:07,125 --> 00:28:08,959 - Come on, now that you're here. 349 00:28:13,125 --> 00:28:15,000 *- You have 3 new messages. 350 00:28:15,250 --> 00:28:16,792 *- Cyril, it’s me. 351 00:28:16,959 --> 00:28:18,709 I hope it's okay. 352 00:28:18,876 --> 00:28:22,417 It's been 15 days since I saw you in the lab. I'm worried. 353 00:28:22,584 --> 00:28:25,292 I hope nothing happened to you. 354 00:28:25,459 --> 00:28:27,918 Give me some news. I would like to see you. 355 00:28:28,209 --> 00:28:29,751 - Do you want a coffee? 356 00:28:30,459 --> 00:28:31,959 - Something stronger, if you have it. 357 00:28:32,125 --> 00:28:35,250 * I don't know what's going on, do you come to the lab anymore? 358 00:28:35,417 --> 00:28:36,876 It drives me crazy. 359 00:28:37,042 --> 00:28:38,834 You can't do this to me. 360 00:28:39,876 --> 00:28:42,042 You take my picture, you kiss me... 361 00:28:42,334 --> 00:28:44,042 Don't you want to turn it off? 362 00:28:44,918 --> 00:28:47,292 Huh, Cyril? It's good. 363 00:28:48,083 --> 00:28:49,876 - I listen to my messages. 364 00:28:51,500 --> 00:28:53,751 *- Please call me back. 365 00:28:53,918 --> 00:28:55,250 Hi. 366 00:28:57,918 --> 00:29:01,375 Sorry, it's me again. I wanted to tell you that I miss you. 367 00:29:01,542 --> 00:29:02,834 Does it amuse you? 368 00:29:03,584 --> 00:29:05,000 * I want to see you. 369 00:29:20,209 --> 00:29:23,250 Heavy breathing 370 00:29:23,417 --> 00:29:27,792 --- 371 00:29:27,959 --> 00:29:29,250 - Fuck, stop. 372 00:29:29,417 --> 00:29:30,918 I don't have any more condoms. 373 00:29:31,375 --> 00:29:34,125 - We don't care. - Stop, I tell you! 374 00:29:35,083 --> 00:29:37,209 - But it's okay. - Sammy, stop. 375 00:29:38,083 --> 00:29:39,959 - What ? - I am HIV positive. 376 00:29:40,834 --> 00:29:42,292 - Eh ? 377 00:29:45,834 --> 00:29:46,918 Are you sure? 378 00:29:48,125 --> 00:29:49,500 - Yes, I'm sure. 379 00:29:50,334 --> 00:29:52,125 6 years that I have been followed, so yes. 380 00:29:56,375 --> 00:29:58,000 - You don't look sick. 381 00:30:00,500 --> 00:30:02,667 - It's not written on people's faces. 382 00:30:08,375 --> 00:30:09,626 - Pardon. 383 00:30:14,751 --> 00:30:17,459 - I am in good health. I am well followed. 384 00:30:20,167 --> 00:30:22,334 But I'm still infected. 385 00:30:36,751 --> 00:30:38,042 Are you leaving? 386 00:30:38,209 --> 00:30:40,167 Are you leaving? - No, you're crazy! 387 00:30:40,834 --> 00:30:42,792 Come on. I have an idea. 388 00:30:44,417 --> 00:30:46,584 Modern Love (David Bowie) 389 00:30:46,751 --> 00:32:03,167 --- 390 00:32:07,792 --> 00:32:09,334 He knocks. 391 00:32:13,667 --> 00:32:15,334 - Hi. - Hi. 392 00:32:16,167 --> 00:32:18,500 What is this mystery summon? 393 00:32:18,667 --> 00:32:20,417 - You'll see, come in. 394 00:32:25,709 --> 00:32:28,417 - What's going on? - I don't know. 395 00:32:28,709 --> 00:32:31,375 - She told me to take my camera. 396 00:32:31,626 --> 00:32:33,125 He sighs. 397 00:32:38,375 --> 00:32:39,459 - It's what ? 398 00:32:39,626 --> 00:32:41,083 - Go ahead, open up. 399 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:54,876 You're going to be a dad again. 400 00:32:55,792 --> 00:32:57,876 - That's great. Well done. 401 00:32:58,042 --> 00:33:00,292 - Holy cow, I didn't expect that! 402 00:33:12,459 --> 00:33:14,542 - I'll take a photo of you too. 403 00:33:15,334 --> 00:33:16,459 Will you show me? 404 00:33:17,584 --> 00:33:19,709 - You trigger it, it's already settled. 405 00:33:25,751 --> 00:33:28,209 - It's a pregnancy, not a funeral. 406 00:33:28,751 --> 00:33:30,334 Get closer. 407 00:33:32,500 --> 00:33:33,834 Come on, cheese. 408 00:33:34,334 --> 00:33:36,626 Melancholic piano music 409 00:33:36,792 --> 00:35:42,542 --- 410 00:35:48,292 --> 00:35:49,709 - Hey! 411 00:35:50,459 --> 00:35:53,584 - Are you giving grandma a kiss? 412 00:35:53,792 --> 00:35:55,959 - Sammy, are you okay? Welcome. 413 00:35:56,125 --> 00:35:59,167 - Cyril, delighted. - Daniel, delighted. 414 00:36:01,918 --> 00:36:03,125 - Hello, Myriam. 415 00:36:03,292 --> 00:36:04,709 Are you doing well ? - Yes and you ? 416 00:36:04,876 --> 00:36:06,667 - Very beautiful dress. - THANKS. 417 00:36:07,292 --> 00:36:09,792 - Are you the famous Cyril? - That's it. 418 00:36:09,959 --> 00:36:12,918 - Enchanted. Very happy to meet you. 419 00:36:13,083 --> 00:36:16,709 I heard about you. You don't have your device? 420 00:36:16,876 --> 00:36:20,000 - No, but I have champagne. - That's good too. 421 00:36:20,751 --> 00:36:22,500 Please come in. 422 00:36:23,125 --> 00:36:26,083 Aren't you too tired, my darling? - No. 423 00:36:26,250 --> 00:36:28,250 - Don't you want to sit down? - No, it's okay. 424 00:36:28,417 --> 00:36:29,375 - Do you sleep well at night? 425 00:36:29,959 --> 00:36:31,209 - Yes yes. 426 00:36:32,083 --> 00:36:34,125 - Incredible, you can't see it at all. 427 00:36:34,292 --> 00:36:36,334 - It's normal, it's too early. 428 00:36:36,500 --> 00:36:38,459 - You don't have a 2nd bedroom? 429 00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:41,000 - We'll get organized, don't worry. 430 00:36:41,167 --> 00:36:45,542 - I hope Cyril is not complicated. I did it honestly. 431 00:36:45,959 --> 00:36:47,709 I made lamb and potatoes. 432 00:36:47,876 --> 00:36:50,584 Like your dad isn't really a cordon bleu... 433 00:36:51,125 --> 00:36:52,626 I keep it simple. 434 00:36:53,834 --> 00:36:56,542 - We're having an aperitif outside, right? - Yes. 435 00:36:57,584 --> 00:36:58,959 - Where are the boys? 436 00:36:59,918 --> 00:37:01,626 - In the cellar, for the wine. 437 00:37:02,751 --> 00:37:04,125 Is it okay, shall I put this away? 438 00:37:04,292 --> 00:37:05,751 - Wait, I'll do it. 439 00:37:11,292 --> 00:37:13,417 - Are you okay, darling? - Yes. 440 00:37:13,834 --> 00:37:16,584 Look, I'm going to throw in some more sandwich bread. 441 00:37:17,709 --> 00:37:19,292 Ah, did you see? 442 00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:50,334 Clinks of keys 443 00:37:51,959 --> 00:37:53,876 The door creaks slightly. 444 00:37:55,042 --> 00:38:26,334 ... 445 00:38:26,500 --> 00:38:27,709 - Hep, hep, hep. 446 00:38:27,876 --> 00:38:29,500 Take it easy, though. 447 00:38:30,626 --> 00:38:32,167 - How do you like it, Cyril? 448 00:38:33,375 --> 00:38:34,375 - What ? 449 00:38:34,542 --> 00:38:36,334 - Physically, I mean. 450 00:38:36,959 --> 00:38:38,125 He's handsome, isn't he? 451 00:38:41,792 --> 00:38:43,250 - Yes, I don't know. 452 00:38:44,751 --> 00:38:46,042 - I find him handsome. 453 00:38:47,584 --> 00:38:48,834 - Okay. 454 00:38:50,209 --> 00:38:52,167 I don't know, I wasn't careful. 455 00:38:53,167 --> 00:38:55,459 I don't think about that when I see him. 456 00:39:00,500 --> 00:39:02,500 Hey ! It's not okay, oh? 457 00:39:03,125 --> 00:39:04,751 - I saw you, Sammy. 458 00:39:04,918 --> 00:39:06,584 I saw you at my parents' house. 459 00:39:10,459 --> 00:39:13,125 Since when did you take me for a bitch? 460 00:39:15,167 --> 00:39:17,250 - Nobody thinks you're an idiot. 461 00:39:18,667 --> 00:39:20,500 - Do you see each other often? 462 00:39:22,375 --> 00:39:24,500 He sighs. - I don't know... 463 00:39:26,042 --> 00:39:27,417 No, not much. 464 00:39:28,918 --> 00:39:30,834 - Couldn't you choose another one? 465 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:33,709 You had to hook up with someone that I know? 466 00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:40,709 Do you want to leave? 467 00:39:41,626 --> 00:39:42,626 - What ? 468 00:39:43,375 --> 00:39:44,751 Of course not. 469 00:39:45,834 --> 00:39:46,959 No. 470 00:39:48,334 --> 00:39:50,292 I never thought about leaving you. 471 00:39:51,042 --> 00:39:52,751 My life is with you. 472 00:39:53,209 --> 00:39:54,334 With Nathan. 473 00:39:55,250 --> 00:39:58,250 I never thought to be somewhere other than with you. 474 00:39:58,709 --> 00:40:00,292 I don't want to leave you. 475 00:40:03,375 --> 00:40:06,542 - What were you thinking when you did that? - I don't know. 476 00:40:06,709 --> 00:40:08,918 - I don't want us to leave each other either. 477 00:40:10,375 --> 00:40:11,667 - Excuse me. 478 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:15,167 Pardon. 479 00:40:15,334 --> 00:40:16,751 She sighs. 480 00:40:19,709 --> 00:40:21,792 - You do the same when he is against you? 481 00:40:25,751 --> 00:40:27,792 Is his heart beating as hard as mine? 482 00:40:30,751 --> 00:40:32,542 - I don't know what to tell you. 483 00:40:35,584 --> 00:40:37,500 I'd rather you be angry. 484 00:40:37,834 --> 00:40:39,667 - Yes, that would be simpler. 485 00:40:53,375 --> 00:40:57,334 I came to end things with you, tell you some definitive things... 486 00:40:57,500 --> 00:41:00,292 Like "move out", "get out of our lives"... 487 00:41:01,042 --> 00:41:02,709 “Come closer to him.” 488 00:41:03,042 --> 00:41:05,125 But actually, I don't blame you. 489 00:41:06,250 --> 00:41:09,542 It's him I should blame and I can't do it. 490 00:41:10,334 --> 00:41:11,959 - I would understand that... 491 00:41:12,667 --> 00:41:14,459 that you don't want to see me anymore. 492 00:41:16,292 --> 00:41:19,209 - When I knew Sammy could love boys, 493 00:41:19,542 --> 00:41:21,417 It didn't bother me, on the contrary. 494 00:41:21,584 --> 00:41:23,334 I felt out of danger. 495 00:41:23,918 --> 00:41:26,459 But it's worse that if it was a woman, 496 00:41:26,626 --> 00:41:31,000 because this thing that unites you is unknown to me, and that's what I'm jealous of. 497 00:41:32,417 --> 00:41:33,709 Do you like it? 498 00:41:36,125 --> 00:41:38,000 Actually, I don't want to know. 499 00:41:38,417 --> 00:41:42,792 And I prefer it to be you, because I understand that we can love you. 500 00:41:50,667 --> 00:41:52,083 - Emma, I... 501 00:41:52,250 --> 00:41:55,751 I'm going to disappear for a bit. It will be better for everyone. 502 00:41:57,500 --> 00:42:00,334 My gallery owner can lend me a house in Italy. 503 00:42:01,709 --> 00:42:05,292 I think I'll say yes and leave for a while. 504 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:09,209 - I don't think so that it changes a lot. 505 00:42:10,417 --> 00:42:14,500 If it's for Sammy to be like a madman waiting for your return, 506 00:42:14,667 --> 00:42:15,876 what's the point? 507 00:42:17,042 --> 00:42:19,918 He sure loves you. I can assure you. 508 00:42:21,792 --> 00:42:25,667 Share someone, it's like sharing a territory. 509 00:42:25,834 --> 00:42:27,876 We need a non-aggression pact. 510 00:42:28,042 --> 00:42:29,667 So I suggest this to you. 511 00:42:30,459 --> 00:42:32,542 You live what you want. 512 00:42:32,709 --> 00:42:35,209 I don't want to see him, I don't want to know anything. 513 00:42:35,375 --> 00:42:36,959 You get out of your way. 514 00:42:37,334 --> 00:42:38,751 But I warn you, 515 00:42:38,918 --> 00:42:40,417 I don't want war. 516 00:42:41,626 --> 00:42:44,167 If there must be one, I will win it. 517 00:42:51,542 --> 00:42:54,417 Metallic creak of the subway 518 00:42:54,584 --> 00:43:14,667 --- 519 00:43:14,834 --> 00:43:16,334 He blows. 520 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:20,042 He groaned. 521 00:43:20,876 --> 00:43:34,709 --- 522 00:43:42,500 --> 00:43:44,542 - The electrocardiogram is perfect. 523 00:43:44,709 --> 00:43:45,959 - Great. 524 00:43:46,959 --> 00:43:48,167 What was it then? 525 00:43:48,334 --> 00:43:49,834 An anxiety attack? 526 00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:52,667 I had the impression that my heart was going to burst. 527 00:43:53,375 --> 00:43:55,375 - I don't know. We prospect. 528 00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:57,584 Can you hold it? 529 00:43:59,042 --> 00:44:02,584 You have an average blood test, with a sign of infection, 530 00:44:02,751 --> 00:44:04,792 but it might not be much. 531 00:44:05,334 --> 00:44:08,042 We are going to do additional examinations. 532 00:44:09,250 --> 00:44:10,334 THANKS. 533 00:44:11,751 --> 00:44:13,584 - Exams like what? 534 00:44:13,751 --> 00:44:16,542 - Another blood test. We're going to look for something else: 535 00:44:16,709 --> 00:44:19,042 hepatitis, HIV... 536 00:44:19,209 --> 00:44:20,584 Have you taken a test recently? 537 00:44:21,584 --> 00:44:22,792 - No. 538 00:44:22,959 --> 00:44:25,042 - When was your last test? 539 00:44:25,834 --> 00:44:27,125 - I've never done it. 540 00:44:28,792 --> 00:44:31,209 I live with a woman, I'm pretty loyal. 541 00:44:31,375 --> 00:44:33,000 - Rather faithful? She laughs. 542 00:44:34,167 --> 00:44:36,042 You're funny, you. 543 00:44:36,375 --> 00:44:38,375 It would be pretty good to take the test. 544 00:44:40,125 --> 00:44:41,375 - All right. 545 00:44:42,083 --> 00:44:45,334 Should I do it in the lab? - No, we do it here. 546 00:44:45,500 --> 00:44:47,542 You will have the results within 5 days. 547 00:44:47,709 --> 00:44:50,209 You will need to see a doctor to recover them. 548 00:45:03,417 --> 00:45:05,417 - I've never been so scared in my life. 549 00:45:12,626 --> 00:45:13,834 - Come on, come on. 550 00:45:40,626 --> 00:45:42,834 - Mr. Sammy Benor? - Yes. 551 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:44,292 - Are you following me? 552 00:45:54,125 --> 00:45:55,709 He sighs. 553 00:46:01,125 --> 00:46:01,959 Lydia! 554 00:46:02,709 --> 00:46:04,250 Quickly, he passed out! 555 00:46:14,459 --> 00:46:15,375 The door slams. 556 00:46:18,042 --> 00:46:20,167 - You need to go get tested. 557 00:46:20,626 --> 00:46:22,834 And Nathan needs to be tested too. 558 00:46:23,584 --> 00:46:25,626 - Could Nathan be sick too? 559 00:46:26,959 --> 00:46:28,751 - We need to get it tested. 560 00:46:29,334 --> 00:46:32,209 - The baby, whether I have it or not, does he have it? 561 00:46:33,584 --> 00:46:34,667 - I don't know. 562 00:46:35,417 --> 00:46:37,167 I didn't think to ask. 563 00:46:38,250 --> 00:46:42,167 - Didn't you think to ask? Didn't you think to ask? 564 00:46:42,334 --> 00:46:45,918 But what did you think about then? What did you think about? Eh ? 565 00:46:46,083 --> 00:46:47,792 Who were you thinking of? 566 00:46:49,209 --> 00:46:50,959 I hate you! 567 00:46:51,709 --> 00:46:53,542 You're a loser! 568 00:46:53,709 --> 00:46:56,751 You're a piece of shit! A piece of shit! 569 00:46:58,417 --> 00:47:01,542 Light sobs 570 00:47:09,250 --> 00:47:12,209 I'm going to get Nathan, leave before he comes home. 571 00:47:16,042 --> 00:47:18,751 The door opens and slams. 572 00:47:20,959 --> 00:47:25,000 He sobs. 573 00:47:28,918 --> 00:47:32,918 - Your son Nathan is HIV negative, but you are HIV positive. 574 00:47:36,042 --> 00:47:37,459 - And for the baby? 575 00:47:37,626 --> 00:47:41,626 - The phenomenon of seroconversion mother-child is still poorly understood. 576 00:47:41,792 --> 00:47:43,918 There is a small possibility 577 00:47:44,083 --> 00:47:46,459 so that your child is born HIV negative, 578 00:47:46,626 --> 00:47:48,792 but the opposite is more probable. 579 00:47:52,751 --> 00:47:55,375 - And with more in-depth examinations? 580 00:47:55,542 --> 00:47:56,751 - No. 581 00:47:57,292 --> 00:47:59,667 Impossible to know before birth. 582 00:48:03,334 --> 00:48:04,709 In any case, 583 00:48:04,876 --> 00:48:08,667 your T4 level is better as your companion. You are at 800. 584 00:48:08,834 --> 00:48:11,417 This means that the virus is in your body, 585 00:48:11,584 --> 00:48:14,417 but the viral load is still not very active 586 00:48:14,584 --> 00:48:17,125 and still very weak... With a little luck, 587 00:48:17,292 --> 00:48:19,167 it may not evolve. 588 00:48:20,083 --> 00:48:21,250 - Hopefully. 589 00:48:23,709 --> 00:48:24,876 - Sir. 590 00:48:25,042 --> 00:48:29,000 Your immune defenses are weaker, less active. 591 00:48:29,167 --> 00:48:31,834 Which suggests that HIV infection 592 00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:34,626 is earlier to that of your partner. 593 00:48:35,876 --> 00:48:37,167 He nods. 594 00:48:41,250 --> 00:48:42,834 - How much time do we have? 595 00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:44,751 - I can't answer you. 596 00:48:44,918 --> 00:48:48,209 And I'm not trying to spare you, I don't know. 597 00:48:48,375 --> 00:48:51,459 Nobody knows. T4 levels and viral loads 598 00:48:51,626 --> 00:48:54,125 can guide us, but in no case, 599 00:48:54,292 --> 00:48:56,167 allow us to respond to you. 600 00:48:58,334 --> 00:49:00,876 Your AIDS is declared. In this case, 601 00:49:01,042 --> 00:49:02,959 we can hope for 2 or 3 years. 602 00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:05,334 At best. 603 00:49:07,751 --> 00:49:10,000 - So there is no happy ending possible. 604 00:49:16,584 --> 00:49:17,751 I want to abort. 605 00:49:18,959 --> 00:49:20,042 - What ? 606 00:49:21,167 --> 00:49:22,834 We didn't even talk about it. 607 00:49:23,709 --> 00:49:25,459 - I had time to think about it. 608 00:49:26,375 --> 00:49:27,959 I won't make another orphan. 609 00:49:30,417 --> 00:49:32,042 You have nothing to say, I think. 610 00:49:38,918 --> 00:49:41,834 At least, It wasn't Cyril who gave it to you. 611 00:49:42,834 --> 00:49:43,959 - No. 612 00:49:44,125 --> 00:49:45,959 I knew he was HIV positive. 613 00:49:46,459 --> 00:49:48,167 We were always careful. 614 00:49:48,542 --> 00:49:51,334 - So with the others, you weren't paying attention. 615 00:49:52,500 --> 00:49:54,042 -Emma... - Shut up. 616 00:49:54,209 --> 00:49:55,751 Really, shut up. 617 00:49:56,876 --> 00:49:59,209 I go back on my own, I want to be alone. 618 00:50:03,792 --> 00:50:06,459 Melancholic music 619 00:50:06,626 --> 00:50:10,751 --- 620 00:50:11,292 --> 00:50:12,542 -Sammy, 621 00:50:12,918 --> 00:50:15,083 I did what was necessary for the baby. 622 00:50:15,334 --> 00:50:17,000 There won't be a baby. 623 00:50:17,667 --> 00:50:19,209 No new child. 624 00:50:19,792 --> 00:50:23,417 I don't have the strength or the insane courage of such a bet: 625 00:50:23,792 --> 00:50:27,250 carry life without knowing if it's not death too. 626 00:50:27,626 --> 00:50:29,125 I hope you understand. 627 00:50:30,167 --> 00:50:32,042 Anyway, it's done. 628 00:50:32,751 --> 00:50:35,876 I'm going away for a few days with Nathan at my parents' house. 629 00:50:36,042 --> 00:50:39,918 I need to be with people who love me and whom I trust. 630 00:50:40,083 --> 00:50:44,209 You don't fit into this category right now, you suspect it. 631 00:50:51,876 --> 00:50:53,417 - Did you argue with Sammy? 632 00:50:53,876 --> 00:50:55,584 - No, why? 633 00:50:55,918 --> 00:50:57,125 - Honey... 634 00:50:58,918 --> 00:51:01,626 You land here with Nathan under his arm... 635 00:51:02,709 --> 00:51:04,751 You say Sammy won't come. 636 00:51:05,167 --> 00:51:06,876 It's normal that I ask you. 637 00:51:07,042 --> 00:51:08,584 That doesn't sound like you. 638 00:51:11,709 --> 00:51:12,876 - I lost the baby. 639 00:51:13,876 --> 00:51:15,209 - Honey... 640 00:51:18,918 --> 00:51:20,834 Why didn't you tell me? 641 00:51:21,667 --> 00:51:22,918 - I don't know. 642 00:51:26,167 --> 00:51:27,709 It's hard, but it'll be okay. 643 00:51:29,042 --> 00:51:30,459 - Sweetie... 644 00:51:37,918 --> 00:51:40,667 * Funk music 645 00:51:40,834 --> 00:52:02,959 *--- 646 00:52:03,125 --> 00:52:04,918 - Cyril, someone is waiting for you. 647 00:52:05,083 --> 00:52:19,334 *--- 648 00:52:19,500 --> 00:52:21,209 - I seem to be bothering you. 649 00:52:21,375 --> 00:52:22,918 - No not at all. 650 00:52:24,083 --> 00:52:25,751 What's going on? 651 00:52:26,834 --> 00:52:29,334 - I'll come back. - Wait, come on. 652 00:52:35,167 --> 00:52:36,751 - I couldn't sleep. 653 00:52:39,375 --> 00:52:41,250 Nor to stay at home alone. 654 00:52:43,792 --> 00:52:46,417 I always have the impression to be afraid. 655 00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:52,417 It's driving me crazy that she didn't keep the baby. 656 00:52:55,751 --> 00:52:57,250 - There was only that to do, right? 657 00:52:59,292 --> 00:53:00,542 - Yes I know. 658 00:53:02,375 --> 00:53:04,459 Rationally, I know. 659 00:53:06,417 --> 00:53:09,042 But it gives me even more a feeling of... 660 00:53:10,709 --> 00:53:12,083 of loss. 661 00:53:13,667 --> 00:53:14,584 See? 662 00:53:17,626 --> 00:53:19,125 Apart from Nathan, 663 00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:21,751 I will never have children again. 664 00:53:25,542 --> 00:53:26,876 Never again. 665 00:53:30,667 --> 00:53:32,626 I always wanted to have children. 666 00:53:33,876 --> 00:53:35,751 Even when I was 16, 667 00:53:35,918 --> 00:53:37,626 I was already thinking about that. 668 00:53:40,250 --> 00:53:43,000 They say it's the women who think about that. 669 00:53:44,042 --> 00:53:46,000 I always thought about it. 670 00:53:49,417 --> 00:53:51,918 I wanted to be a father, a good father. 671 00:53:52,375 --> 00:53:53,918 Not like mine. 672 00:53:59,667 --> 00:54:02,959 And that's why that I could never have done like you. 673 00:54:08,709 --> 00:54:09,918 - How so ? 674 00:54:11,584 --> 00:54:12,792 - Just being queer. 675 00:54:17,542 --> 00:54:18,709 - Come on, come on. 676 00:54:20,292 --> 00:54:23,542 * Calm funk music 677 00:54:23,709 --> 00:54:38,083 *--- 678 00:54:38,250 --> 00:54:39,542 Who wants a beer? 679 00:54:39,709 --> 00:54:59,209 *--- 680 00:54:59,375 --> 00:55:00,584 - Do you want some? 681 00:55:00,792 --> 00:55:22,417 *--- 682 00:55:22,584 --> 00:55:25,626 He coughs. 683 00:55:25,792 --> 00:55:31,459 --- 684 00:55:31,626 --> 00:55:34,000 - Sammy, are you okay? How are you ? 685 00:55:34,167 --> 00:55:35,876 Sammie? Sammie! 686 00:55:36,083 --> 00:55:37,375 Sammie! 687 00:55:38,375 --> 00:55:40,334 Come here, calm down. 688 00:55:40,500 --> 00:55:43,500 Bring me some water. Water, damn it! 689 00:55:43,667 --> 00:55:45,000 Calm down, Sammy. 690 00:55:45,375 --> 00:55:46,876 Breathe... Breathe... 691 00:55:47,042 --> 00:55:48,459 Hurry up! 692 00:55:48,626 --> 00:55:56,167 *--- 693 00:56:02,083 --> 00:56:04,417 - SO ? - It's better. He is sleeping. 694 00:56:04,584 --> 00:56:07,709 But you have to wait for the visits. I had to go out. 695 00:56:08,083 --> 00:56:09,542 - Does he keep it for long? 696 00:56:09,709 --> 00:56:13,083 - A short week. He has already recovered well. 697 00:56:13,250 --> 00:56:15,125 - Damn, it's going too fast. 698 00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:19,042 The results were a month ago and he already has pneumonia? 699 00:56:19,209 --> 00:56:20,959 - Maybe it has nothing to do with it. 700 00:56:21,918 --> 00:56:23,375 And you, how are you? 701 00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:27,709 - I don't know. I feel in good shape physically, that’s already it. 702 00:56:27,876 --> 00:56:31,292 Otherwise, the sky falls on my head a little more every day. 703 00:56:38,375 --> 00:56:42,042 I wanted him so much that I wanted him to die. 704 00:56:42,626 --> 00:56:45,083 At my parents' house, I was still thinking about that. 705 00:56:45,500 --> 00:56:47,626 I imagined him dead, it soothed me. 706 00:56:48,876 --> 00:56:50,751 And when I got your call... 707 00:56:52,417 --> 00:56:54,542 - I shouldn't tell you this, but... 708 00:56:55,000 --> 00:56:56,876 he didn't want me to call you. 709 00:56:57,042 --> 00:56:59,000 He was afraid you wouldn't come. 710 00:57:00,083 --> 00:57:01,417 - What an idiot. 711 00:57:14,792 --> 00:57:32,959 ... 712 00:57:33,125 --> 00:57:35,167 - Come on, come on. Sammy groaned. 713 00:57:36,125 --> 00:57:37,125 Okay. 714 00:57:37,876 --> 00:57:43,125 --- 715 00:57:43,292 --> 00:57:44,542 How are you ? 716 00:57:49,459 --> 00:57:52,125 Shall I take you back? - No, it's okay. 717 00:57:54,125 --> 00:57:55,792 Are the stairs going to be okay? 718 00:57:56,209 --> 00:57:57,751 Are you feeling up to it? 719 00:58:18,751 --> 00:58:21,167 - Your parents look after Nathan until when? 720 00:58:21,667 --> 00:58:23,500 - Two or three more days. 721 00:58:23,959 --> 00:58:26,751 I wanted us to spend time together. 722 00:58:28,959 --> 00:58:31,584 I have to fill you up before going to get it. 723 00:58:31,751 --> 00:58:33,334 You've lost a lot. 724 00:58:33,626 --> 00:58:36,375 - Normal, their food was disgusting. 725 00:58:41,125 --> 00:58:43,250 You see, I didn't lose everything after all. 726 00:58:55,083 --> 00:58:57,000 - What do you want to eat? 727 00:59:01,125 --> 00:59:04,500 Soft music 728 00:59:04,667 --> 00:59:46,626 --- 729 00:59:46,792 --> 00:59:47,792 Wine? 730 00:59:47,959 --> 00:59:55,834 --- 731 00:59:56,000 --> 00:59:57,792 Sammy vomits. 732 00:59:57,959 --> 01:00:00,584 He coughs. 733 01:00:02,000 --> 01:00:03,209 --- 734 01:00:04,709 --> 01:00:07,876 --- 735 01:00:08,042 --> 01:01:01,083 --- 736 01:01:01,250 --> 01:01:02,876 We knock. 737 01:01:04,042 --> 01:01:05,792 - It's me, can I come back? 738 01:01:11,042 --> 01:01:13,626 Am I bothering you? - No. Come on. 739 01:01:19,918 --> 01:01:21,542 I couldn't sleep. 740 01:01:22,042 --> 01:01:23,375 So I came here. 741 01:01:24,918 --> 01:01:27,083 - I can't sleep either. 742 01:01:27,542 --> 01:01:29,709 - Have you decided something for your mother? 743 01:01:32,500 --> 01:01:34,000 - I don't know yet. 744 01:01:36,042 --> 01:01:37,667 What am I going to tell him? 745 01:01:39,042 --> 01:01:40,417 That I'm sick? 746 01:01:40,792 --> 01:01:42,417 That I have AIDS? 747 01:01:44,083 --> 01:01:46,876 That a guy I don't know gave it to me? 748 01:01:48,417 --> 01:01:50,918 She will start screaming and crying. 749 01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:54,334 Beg me to return to Martinique, 750 01:01:54,709 --> 01:01:57,250 and go to church with her to heal me 751 01:01:57,792 --> 01:02:00,000 to be queer, to be sick... 752 01:02:00,167 --> 01:02:01,876 I don't want that. 753 01:02:12,042 --> 01:02:13,500 Photography is your drug. 754 01:02:14,834 --> 01:02:16,459 You can't do without it. 755 01:02:18,167 --> 01:02:19,500 - If you want. 756 01:02:22,209 --> 01:02:23,792 I have the impression that... 757 01:02:24,500 --> 01:02:27,209 my photos have changed since I became HIV positive. 758 01:02:29,250 --> 01:02:30,500 - How so ? 759 01:02:30,667 --> 01:02:32,125 - I don't know. 760 01:02:33,042 --> 01:02:34,667 It gave me 761 01:02:35,709 --> 01:02:37,250 a requirement. 762 01:02:37,876 --> 01:02:40,209 I want to work more and better. 763 01:02:42,292 --> 01:02:45,167 I am a better photographer since the illness. 764 01:02:48,334 --> 01:02:49,542 - Cool. 765 01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:52,500 Long live illness, long live death, then. 766 01:02:56,959 --> 01:02:59,000 But I'm not an artist. 767 01:03:00,000 --> 01:03:01,667 And neither does Emma. 768 01:03:04,375 --> 01:03:06,500 We have nothing else, we only have us. 769 01:03:12,042 --> 01:03:13,834 - Have you seen Emma's photo? 770 01:03:14,542 --> 01:03:16,751 - Where? - This one. 771 01:03:17,250 --> 01:03:17,918 - Mmh. 772 01:03:18,083 --> 01:03:19,584 She is beautiful. 773 01:03:20,751 --> 01:03:22,375 Emma, ​​I mean. 774 01:03:22,542 --> 01:03:23,876 Finally... 775 01:03:24,042 --> 01:03:26,292 The photo too, sorry. 776 01:03:27,250 --> 01:03:29,125 - The model does a lot there. 777 01:03:29,459 --> 01:03:30,959 - And the artist. 778 01:03:42,500 --> 01:03:45,083 - I have a good and bad news. 779 01:03:45,626 --> 01:03:47,667 Well, no, not really. I have... 780 01:03:48,167 --> 01:03:51,500 I have some bad news and a good idea. 781 01:03:52,500 --> 01:03:53,959 That's more like it. 782 01:03:54,751 --> 01:03:56,000 Uh... 783 01:03:56,584 --> 01:03:59,542 I saw my doctor recently, and... 784 01:04:00,250 --> 01:04:02,042 my T4s are falling apart. 785 01:04:03,000 --> 01:04:05,000 And since I can't stand AZT... 786 01:04:05,792 --> 01:04:07,834 There you go, I'm not drawing you a picture. 787 01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:12,751 When it's over for me, 788 01:04:13,500 --> 01:04:16,417 my parents will inherit of what I have aside. 789 01:04:17,584 --> 01:04:21,334 And I can't stand it if they win money thanks to my work... 790 01:04:23,083 --> 01:04:24,834 because they only hurt me, 791 01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:27,876 and never understood anything to my photos or to me. 792 01:04:29,167 --> 01:04:32,584 That was for the dark side, the bad news. 793 01:04:33,250 --> 01:04:36,167 And now I come to the light. 794 01:04:36,334 --> 01:04:37,751 Good idea. 795 01:04:38,626 --> 01:04:39,918 Uh... 796 01:04:43,375 --> 01:04:45,209 If I married Emma, 797 01:04:46,083 --> 01:04:48,667 she would be the one to inherit and so did Nathan. 798 01:04:49,542 --> 01:04:52,083 It will help him when all three of us are gone. 799 01:04:54,417 --> 01:04:56,959 I know it might sound crazy, but... 800 01:04:58,500 --> 01:05:00,417 but I've been thinking about it for a while. 801 01:05:01,375 --> 01:05:04,626 And me, I find that perfectly logical. 802 01:05:07,834 --> 01:05:09,876 - Look, there’s Cyril. Cyril! 803 01:05:16,083 --> 01:05:17,667 - He has flowers. 804 01:05:19,125 --> 01:05:21,500 - Good morning. I didn't know you were there. 805 01:05:21,667 --> 01:05:23,042 I was going to your house. 806 01:05:23,542 --> 01:05:25,542 - We're having coffee. 807 01:05:25,709 --> 01:05:26,751 - Who is it for? 808 01:05:26,918 --> 01:05:28,209 - It's for both of you. 809 01:05:30,375 --> 01:05:33,709 Uh... I need to talk to you of something. 810 01:05:35,375 --> 01:05:37,792 I have good news and bad news. 811 01:05:39,042 --> 01:05:40,959 Well, no, that's not it... 812 01:05:41,125 --> 01:05:44,000 I have some bad news and a good idea. 813 01:05:46,375 --> 01:05:48,876 Come on, hurry up! You're late! 814 01:05:50,709 --> 01:05:52,792 She looks like the Queen of England. 815 01:05:52,959 --> 01:05:54,709 - It's a marriage, after all. 816 01:05:54,876 --> 01:05:57,292 My marriage was a long time ago. 817 01:05:57,459 --> 01:06:01,000 I was in white, I regretted it. I wanted fantasy. 818 01:06:01,167 --> 01:06:02,667 - It's a success, there. 819 01:06:08,709 --> 01:06:10,918 - Good morning. - Good morning. 820 01:06:12,542 --> 01:06:13,667 The man sighs. 821 01:06:14,167 --> 01:06:17,083 - Are we expecting other people? - NO. 822 01:06:17,751 --> 01:06:19,709 - I invite you to sit down. 823 01:06:20,792 --> 01:06:23,918 We will proceed with the ceremony. 824 01:06:26,709 --> 01:06:29,250 I will read you the articles of the Civil Code. 825 01:06:29,417 --> 01:06:31,709 We are here to unite 826 01:06:32,000 --> 01:06:34,042 Cyril Paul Roger Varga 827 01:06:35,709 --> 01:06:38,209 and Emma Anne Marie Clerval. 828 01:06:39,834 --> 01:06:42,209 If the future spouses want to approach. 829 01:06:45,375 --> 01:06:47,125 So, article 144: 830 01:06:47,292 --> 01:06:51,042 man and woman cannot contract marriage before the age of 18. 831 01:06:51,375 --> 01:06:55,000 Article 146: there is no marriage without consent. 832 01:06:55,876 --> 01:06:57,042 Article 180: 833 01:06:57,209 --> 01:07:01,000 the marriage that was contracted without the free consent of the spouses 834 01:07:01,167 --> 01:07:04,042 or one of them, can only be attacked by the spouses 835 01:07:04,209 --> 01:07:06,751 or by one whose consent was not free 836 01:07:06,918 --> 01:07:08,876 or by the public prosecutor. 837 01:07:09,042 --> 01:07:11,000 Melancholic music 838 01:07:11,167 --> 01:07:24,626 --- 839 01:07:27,292 --> 01:07:28,834 - It's ridiculous, isn't it? 840 01:07:29,500 --> 01:07:31,167 I'm not going to wear it? 841 01:07:31,542 --> 01:07:32,918 - It's as you wish. 842 01:07:37,876 --> 01:07:39,584 - I prefer you to have it. 843 01:07:40,834 --> 01:07:42,000 Hold. 844 01:07:42,167 --> 01:08:17,167 --- 845 01:08:20,375 --> 01:08:21,792 He coughs. 846 01:08:23,000 --> 01:08:24,125 - What are we toasting to? 847 01:08:25,167 --> 01:08:26,125 - In the summer? 848 01:08:27,751 --> 01:08:28,918 - In the summer. 849 01:08:30,667 --> 01:09:56,125 --- 850 01:09:56,584 --> 01:09:57,918 - I sign. 851 01:09:58,334 --> 01:10:01,417 In Albane, because she lent us her house. 852 01:10:01,584 --> 01:10:03,542 Do you want to sign? - Yes. 853 01:10:05,292 --> 01:10:06,667 - Sign here. 854 01:10:09,042 --> 01:10:10,459 You be careful. 855 01:10:20,167 --> 01:10:22,626 The man speaks in Italian. 856 01:10:22,792 --> 01:10:24,626 --- 857 01:10:24,792 --> 01:10:26,125 - Dad ! 858 01:10:28,417 --> 01:10:29,626 - I'm going. 859 01:10:39,167 --> 01:10:45,918 --- 860 01:10:48,292 --> 01:10:50,125 - It's a harmonica. Breath. 861 01:10:50,292 --> 01:10:52,250 Notes 862 01:11:00,959 --> 01:11:05,125 Nathan's playful cries 863 01:11:06,250 --> 01:11:08,417 - Oh my! Ooh there! 864 01:11:10,626 --> 01:11:12,792 - Are you going to the shower with mom? 865 01:11:12,959 --> 01:11:15,292 - Yeah. Nathan, in the shower. 866 01:11:15,584 --> 01:11:17,375 Nathan laughs. 867 01:11:17,542 --> 01:11:19,292 In the shower! 868 01:11:19,459 --> 01:11:22,918 Soft traditional Italian music 869 01:11:23,083 --> 01:11:31,375 --- 870 01:11:31,542 --> 01:11:33,250 - Are we going to see the music? 871 01:11:33,417 --> 01:11:34,959 Oh, damn, this is hard. 872 01:11:35,125 --> 01:11:49,292 --- 873 01:11:50,584 --> 01:11:52,000 - Did you see, Nathan? 874 01:11:52,167 --> 01:12:00,709 --- 875 01:12:00,876 --> 01:12:03,167 - Do you want to have a drink? - Yeah. 876 01:12:03,334 --> 01:12:10,250 --- 877 01:12:10,417 --> 01:12:11,542 - Hold. 878 01:12:14,083 --> 01:12:16,000 Emma, ​​hi! 879 01:12:16,167 --> 01:13:02,542 --- 880 01:13:02,709 --> 01:13:34,834 ... 881 01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:43,167 - It's good ? - Yes. 882 01:13:46,792 --> 01:13:48,459 - Sammy, be careful! 883 01:13:48,626 --> 01:13:50,709 I told you not to wear it! 884 01:13:51,209 --> 01:13:53,083 You're going to end up hurting him! 885 01:13:55,417 --> 01:13:58,167 Don't make that face, the merchant is not far away. 886 01:14:09,500 --> 01:14:10,334 Sammy. 887 01:14:19,334 --> 01:14:21,918 He cries. 888 01:14:22,918 --> 01:14:31,834 --- 889 01:14:32,000 --> 01:14:33,876 - I'm dying. 890 01:14:34,042 --> 01:14:35,375 - Don't say that... 891 01:14:37,042 --> 01:14:38,667 Breathe, breathe... 892 01:14:39,626 --> 01:14:41,292 It's okay, it's okay. 893 01:14:41,459 --> 01:14:42,918 - I can't take it anymore. 894 01:14:43,292 --> 01:14:45,000 I can't take it anymore. 895 01:14:45,959 --> 01:14:51,667 --- 896 01:14:51,834 --> 01:14:54,417 Moving music 897 01:14:54,584 --> 01:14:57,876 --- 898 01:14:58,042 --> 01:15:00,834 - Last time that I was in the hospital, 899 01:15:01,000 --> 01:15:03,125 I was full of medicine and fever. 900 01:15:03,292 --> 01:15:05,792 I was going to fall asleep, I felt a presence. 901 01:15:05,959 --> 01:15:09,209 I opened my eyes again, I saw a black mass in the corner 902 01:15:09,375 --> 01:15:10,584 who was approaching. 903 01:15:11,542 --> 01:15:13,000 It was a bear. 904 01:15:13,167 --> 01:15:15,250 A real one. Huge. 905 01:15:15,626 --> 01:15:17,167 Super threatening. 906 01:15:17,918 --> 01:15:19,626 I was paralyzed. 907 01:15:19,959 --> 01:15:21,959 He came so close to me 908 01:15:22,125 --> 01:15:25,250 that I felt his breath on my face. I was scared. 909 01:15:25,417 --> 01:15:28,042 I was afraid for you. For Nathan. 910 01:15:28,834 --> 01:15:32,083 I hoped he would devour me and leave you alone. 911 01:15:33,918 --> 01:15:35,417 Then he disappeared. 912 01:15:36,083 --> 01:15:39,334 I was sweating, out of breath, like after running. 913 01:15:40,209 --> 01:15:42,626 Now, I know when it happens, 914 01:15:43,375 --> 01:15:44,918 it will look like this. 915 01:15:45,500 --> 01:15:47,292 A bear that devours me. 916 01:15:47,626 --> 01:15:51,375 But I will also know, by disappearing after the first bites, 917 01:15:51,542 --> 01:15:53,292 that he will leave you alone. 918 01:15:53,959 --> 01:15:55,584 - No one will devour you. 919 01:15:55,751 --> 01:15:58,292 When I walk with you in a place like here, 920 01:15:59,250 --> 01:16:00,792 everything seems eternal. 921 01:16:00,959 --> 01:16:02,918 I guess we are, too. 922 01:16:04,000 --> 01:16:06,709 I tell myself that we could be at the beginning of everything. 923 01:16:06,918 --> 01:16:09,042 Before the illness, before Nathan. 924 01:16:09,209 --> 01:16:10,375 First of all. 925 01:16:11,500 --> 01:16:15,375 We're 16, we're in front of the gate high school information. 926 01:16:16,000 --> 01:16:17,834 We devour each other with our eyes. 927 01:16:18,000 --> 01:16:19,876 I'm looking for my name, my class. 928 01:16:20,042 --> 01:16:23,417 I don't care to know which of my friends will be with me, 929 01:16:23,584 --> 01:16:25,375 because it seems obvious: 930 01:16:25,542 --> 01:16:27,167 It's you I want to be with. 931 01:16:27,334 --> 01:16:29,167 It's you I want to know. 932 01:16:29,626 --> 01:16:32,751 I know absolutely that you are going to come and talk to me. 933 01:16:33,417 --> 01:16:35,125 That from this moment, 934 01:16:35,459 --> 01:16:37,417 my life, our life, 935 01:16:37,876 --> 01:16:39,209 it will be us. 936 01:16:39,667 --> 01:16:41,042 Together. 937 01:16:41,667 --> 01:16:43,000 Forever. 938 01:16:44,417 --> 01:16:45,751 We are 16 years old. 939 01:16:46,250 --> 01:16:48,167 And nothing can happen to us. 940 01:16:48,334 --> 01:16:52,584 Moving music 941 01:16:52,751 --> 01:16:59,876 --- 942 01:17:00,083 --> 01:17:02,959 Little moans of an animal 943 01:17:03,125 --> 01:17:23,667 --- 944 01:17:23,834 --> 01:17:26,125 Distant discussions of men 945 01:17:26,292 --> 01:17:28,918 --- 946 01:17:29,083 --> 01:17:31,709 - 3 years ago, if I had come here with Emma, 947 01:17:31,876 --> 01:17:33,918 I might have gone to flirt with them. 948 01:17:35,751 --> 01:17:37,959 But here, I don't even have the strength. 949 01:17:38,792 --> 01:17:42,667 And at the same time, 3 years ago, I didn't know you, 950 01:17:42,834 --> 01:17:44,834 so we couldn't have come here. 951 01:17:47,500 --> 01:17:49,626 3 years ago, maybe I wasn't sick. 952 01:17:50,918 --> 01:17:54,083 Maybe it's one of them who would have given it to me. 953 01:17:54,250 --> 01:17:55,334 No. 954 01:17:56,375 --> 01:17:58,876 Well no, 3 years ago, I couldn't be here. 955 01:18:00,209 --> 01:18:02,584 He's not an Italian who gave me this thing. 956 01:18:03,375 --> 01:18:04,751 It's not... 957 01:18:05,375 --> 01:21:15,834 --- 958 01:21:17,667 --> 01:22:23,500 ... 959 01:22:23,667 --> 01:22:26,959 * Radio crackling 960 01:22:27,125 --> 01:22:30,250 *Lontano Dagli Occhi (Sergio Endrigo) 961 01:22:30,417 --> 01:23:49,500 *--- 962 01:23:56,000 --> 01:23:58,709 - “I REMEMBER THE GREAT HORSE 963 01:23:58,876 --> 01:24:01,918 "WHO WALKED HEAD AND MANE 964 01:24:02,334 --> 01:24:05,292 "LIKE A CLUSTER OF LIGHT 965 01:24:05,459 --> 01:24:08,667 “IN THE NIGHT OF THE HOMELAND.” 966 01:24:08,834 --> 01:24:10,500 - Very well, I will continue. 967 01:24:11,209 --> 01:24:13,876 "Who will tell me my dog is worried 968 01:24:14,042 --> 01:24:16,417 "His paws on the door 969 01:24:16,584 --> 01:24:19,042 "He who thought he was game 970 01:24:19,209 --> 01:24:21,459 “The whirlwind of dead leaves.” 971 01:24:25,834 --> 01:24:27,792 Where are your parents? They are there. 972 01:24:27,959 --> 01:24:29,417 Good evening. 973 01:24:29,584 --> 01:24:32,542 Chloe, it's there. Who's coming to get you, Nathan? 974 01:24:32,834 --> 01:24:34,334 Oh yes, very good. 975 01:24:38,292 --> 01:24:40,542 - Cyril! How are you ? - Well and you ? 976 01:24:40,709 --> 01:24:41,667 - How are you. 977 01:24:41,834 --> 01:24:44,167 - I got you a pain au chocolat. - THANKS. 978 01:24:44,334 --> 01:24:46,250 - Was it your day? - Yeah. 979 01:24:46,417 --> 01:24:49,000 And you ? - Yeah, very good. 980 01:24:51,167 --> 01:24:52,959 - Honestly, it's amazing. 981 01:24:53,459 --> 01:24:54,834 - At this point ? 982 01:24:55,000 --> 01:24:57,459 - Yes, triple therapy works perfectly. 983 01:24:57,876 --> 01:25:00,334 And even beyond my expectations. 984 01:25:00,876 --> 01:25:02,667 Your T4s have skyrocketed. 985 01:25:02,834 --> 01:25:05,500 They are at the level of a person who is not sick. 986 01:25:06,292 --> 01:25:08,542 And your viral load is undetectable. 987 01:25:09,250 --> 01:25:11,375 It may seem strange that I say this, 988 01:25:12,000 --> 01:25:14,876 but you are in good health. In very good health. 989 01:25:18,417 --> 01:25:20,334 Do you understand what I'm saying? 990 01:25:20,500 --> 01:25:21,792 I tell you 991 01:25:22,626 --> 01:25:25,834 that you must project yourself on a long life. 992 01:25:26,417 --> 01:25:27,792 A normal life. 993 01:25:28,417 --> 01:25:29,709 - A normal life? 994 01:25:29,876 --> 01:25:32,918 - I would never allow myself to say that lightly, 995 01:25:33,375 --> 01:25:36,250 but you could even have another child. 996 01:25:37,292 --> 01:25:39,000 - Are you kidding me? 997 01:25:39,167 --> 01:25:40,375 - No. 998 01:25:40,834 --> 01:25:44,292 Viral load also low is not contaminating. 999 01:25:45,751 --> 01:25:47,667 If you became pregnant, 1000 01:25:47,834 --> 01:25:51,042 it is very likely that the child is HIV negative. 1001 01:25:53,375 --> 01:25:56,083 - It's crazy, I can't believe it. 1002 01:25:57,042 --> 01:25:59,083 But it's not 100% sure? 1003 01:25:59,250 --> 01:26:01,542 - Yes, almost. 1004 01:26:03,125 --> 01:26:06,000 I know you are still grieving, 1005 01:26:06,876 --> 01:26:08,542 but like I told you, 1006 01:26:08,709 --> 01:26:10,209 life is long. 1007 01:26:11,375 --> 01:26:14,375 You have to start again to integrate this idea. 1008 01:26:17,000 --> 01:26:18,959 Nathan's exclamations 1009 01:26:20,209 --> 01:26:21,626 - Another slip-up! 1010 01:26:22,918 --> 01:26:24,209 Gorgeous ! 1011 01:26:24,375 --> 01:26:25,584 - Cuckoo. 1012 01:26:25,751 --> 01:26:27,209 What are these roller skates? 1013 01:26:27,375 --> 01:26:28,500 - It's a gift. 1014 01:26:29,626 --> 01:26:31,125 - It's not his birthday. 1015 01:26:31,626 --> 01:26:33,459 - It's such a gift, 1016 01:26:33,626 --> 01:26:35,167 without official reason. 1017 01:26:36,167 --> 01:26:37,542 - Did you thank Cyril? 1018 01:26:37,709 --> 01:26:40,542 - Yes. - I've had hugs for 10 years. 1019 01:26:45,250 --> 01:26:46,542 - Are you staying for dinner? 1020 01:26:46,709 --> 01:26:49,250 - Yeah, I have prepared some things already. 1021 01:26:50,751 --> 01:26:52,000 - Come and see! 1022 01:26:53,417 --> 01:26:54,626 - I'm coming. 1023 01:26:59,000 --> 01:27:00,584 - What happened to you? 1024 01:27:00,918 --> 01:27:03,959 This would have made a great Christmas present. but there... 1025 01:27:04,834 --> 01:27:07,167 - We talked on the way home from school... 1026 01:27:07,542 --> 01:27:10,334 I felt sad, I wanted to please him. 1027 01:27:10,959 --> 01:27:13,918 - If he has a gift every time he is sad... 1028 01:27:16,876 --> 01:27:20,209 Don't give him any gifts that I can't offer him. 1029 01:27:20,667 --> 01:27:22,042 - Okay. 1030 01:27:31,125 --> 01:27:32,292 - How is Cyril? 1031 01:27:32,459 --> 01:27:34,292 - Why are you asking me that? 1032 01:27:34,459 --> 01:27:35,709 You see him often, right? 1033 01:27:36,375 --> 01:27:37,751 - Exactly, no. 1034 01:27:38,334 --> 01:27:40,083 You see him more often than me. 1035 01:27:42,042 --> 01:27:44,584 - You don't see each other for his next exhibition? 1036 01:27:45,584 --> 01:27:47,042 - Not really, no. 1037 01:27:47,918 --> 01:27:50,751 It's been a long time that he showed me nothing new. 1038 01:27:51,834 --> 01:27:54,000 How is he doing, in your opinion? 1039 01:27:55,459 --> 01:27:58,292 - Listen, health-wise, it's good. 1040 01:27:58,626 --> 01:28:02,000 Well, it's actually very good. The triple therapy works well. 1041 01:28:02,542 --> 01:28:04,167 And he takes care of Nathan. 1042 01:28:04,792 --> 01:28:06,584 Strange that he didn't show you anything, 1043 01:28:06,918 --> 01:28:09,459 because he's in the lab all the time. 1044 01:28:09,626 --> 01:28:11,959 - Below your house? - Yes. 1045 01:28:17,459 --> 01:28:19,083 - You know, at the beginning, 1046 01:28:19,459 --> 01:28:22,792 when he told me about his illness, I was afraid of losing him. 1047 01:28:23,667 --> 01:28:27,709 Now that he's better, I'm happy for him, but... 1048 01:28:28,709 --> 01:28:30,959 it's as if the urgency has disappeared. 1049 01:28:31,125 --> 01:28:32,751 That he had dried up. 1050 01:28:35,417 --> 01:28:38,918 - I'll introduce her to you. She means a lot to me. 1051 01:28:39,876 --> 01:28:41,000 - We'll see. 1052 01:28:41,500 --> 01:28:42,584 It's crazy. 1053 01:28:42,751 --> 01:28:45,876 You are the first married man who wants to introduce me to his wife. 1054 01:28:46,042 --> 01:28:47,959 - We're married, but not really. 1055 01:28:48,125 --> 01:28:49,459 - Well yes. 1056 01:29:16,626 --> 01:29:18,167 - You know, with Emma... 1057 01:29:19,375 --> 01:29:22,083 we don't live together, we don't sleep together. 1058 01:29:23,167 --> 01:29:25,792 It has nothing to do with with what you have known. 1059 01:29:26,834 --> 01:29:29,000 - And Sammy? - What, Sammy? 1060 01:29:29,167 --> 01:29:30,834 - Do you often think about him? 1061 01:29:31,542 --> 01:29:33,042 - A lot, yes. 1062 01:29:33,834 --> 01:29:35,500 But less than before. 1063 01:29:37,167 --> 01:29:39,584 It's especially when I see his son, Nathan. 1064 01:29:40,959 --> 01:29:42,709 He looks so much like him. 1065 01:29:42,876 --> 01:29:44,209 - Yeah, yeah. 1066 01:29:44,375 --> 01:29:46,959 And you pick it up at school 3 times a week. 1067 01:30:10,709 --> 01:30:12,167 Should I do something? 1068 01:30:12,334 --> 01:30:13,918 - No, keep sulking. 1069 01:30:14,083 --> 01:30:15,834 Act like I'm not there. 1070 01:30:18,918 --> 01:30:20,751 Avoid smiling. 1071 01:30:21,500 --> 01:30:22,918 You have to sulk. 1072 01:30:23,083 --> 01:30:24,751 - You're funny, you... 1073 01:30:27,125 --> 01:30:29,209 - Well, keep drinking your coffee 1074 01:30:29,500 --> 01:30:30,959 and do nothing. 1075 01:30:39,167 --> 01:30:40,167 I can't do it. 1076 01:30:42,542 --> 01:30:44,375 The light is good, though. 1077 01:30:44,542 --> 01:30:46,167 - You don't have the right model. 1078 01:30:47,250 --> 01:30:49,042 - It's not you, it's me. 1079 01:30:52,167 --> 01:30:55,417 I can't get there anymore to photograph what I see. 1080 01:30:55,584 --> 01:30:57,209 Finally, what I feel. 1081 01:30:58,918 --> 01:31:01,250 A door opens and closes. 1082 01:31:01,417 --> 01:31:02,626 - Hi. 1083 01:31:03,042 --> 01:31:05,000 - We weren't supposed to see each other today. 1084 01:31:05,167 --> 01:31:07,125 - I'm going to the lab, so I stopped by. 1085 01:31:07,667 --> 01:31:09,667 I'm hungry, is there anything left? 1086 01:31:19,876 --> 01:31:21,167 Should I get Nathan? 1087 01:31:22,209 --> 01:31:25,417 - I left it in the canteen. I took my day. 1088 01:31:25,584 --> 01:31:27,125 - I can't stop working. 1089 01:31:28,375 --> 01:31:29,626 - Oh yes ? 1090 01:31:32,083 --> 01:31:33,667 - By the way, I wanted to tell you... 1091 01:31:34,751 --> 01:31:36,459 I met someone. 1092 01:31:37,542 --> 01:31:39,000 Does it bother you? 1093 01:31:39,167 --> 01:31:42,083 - Why would that bother me? - I don't know. 1094 01:31:43,292 --> 01:31:45,792 I wouldn't want that you think I forget it. 1095 01:31:46,167 --> 01:31:47,500 - I don't think so. 1096 01:31:48,334 --> 01:31:50,000 I'm happy for you. 1097 01:31:50,918 --> 01:31:51,834 Really. 1098 01:32:02,292 --> 01:32:03,209 Cyril. 1099 01:32:04,667 --> 01:32:06,167 I would like my keys back. 1100 01:32:07,042 --> 01:32:09,751 Your keys. Double the keys. 1101 01:32:10,417 --> 01:32:11,626 - For what ? 1102 01:32:12,083 --> 01:32:13,751 Did you meet anyone too? 1103 01:32:14,292 --> 01:32:16,709 - No, I'd just like them back. 1104 01:32:19,209 --> 01:32:23,083 - What do I do with Nathan? Are we waiting for you at the café for 3 hours? 1105 01:32:23,584 --> 01:32:24,918 - Exactly, I thought about it 1106 01:32:25,083 --> 01:32:28,626 and I'm going to check with Albane to finish earlier some evenings. 1107 01:32:28,792 --> 01:32:30,334 And he will be able to go to study. 1108 01:32:30,500 --> 01:32:31,959 - He hates that. 1109 01:32:33,083 --> 01:32:35,375 - I'm not going to get down on my knees neither. 1110 01:32:49,125 --> 01:32:50,125 - Hold. 1111 01:32:52,167 --> 01:32:54,125 I don't see why you're changing everything. 1112 01:32:54,751 --> 01:32:56,918 I feel like I'm being fired. 1113 01:32:57,083 --> 01:32:58,626 - No, that's not it. 1114 01:32:59,667 --> 01:33:02,584 But I can't rely on you like this. 1115 01:33:02,876 --> 01:33:04,375 I must do otherwise. 1116 01:33:05,167 --> 01:33:06,375 All alone. 1117 01:33:07,459 --> 01:33:08,667 - What's the point? 1118 01:33:12,334 --> 01:33:15,334 - I don't know if this is what we're doing for Nathan. 1119 01:33:16,125 --> 01:33:17,792 You are so present in his life. 1120 01:33:18,959 --> 01:33:21,209 I don't know if he realizes that his father is dead. 1121 01:33:21,375 --> 01:33:23,125 - It's bad to know him. 1122 01:33:24,751 --> 01:33:26,709 - Go away. Please. 1123 01:33:27,876 --> 01:33:29,375 We're going to get nasty. 1124 01:33:37,209 --> 01:33:40,459 The door opens and slams. 1125 01:33:44,959 --> 01:34:19,334 ... 1126 01:34:19,542 --> 01:34:20,834 (- Damn, this sucks.) 1127 01:34:22,209 --> 01:34:23,292 Piss off! 1128 01:34:28,667 --> 01:34:30,167 - Kisses, see you tomorrow. 1129 01:34:31,459 --> 01:34:33,500 - Good evening. - THANKS. 1130 01:34:51,500 --> 01:34:54,417 - Excuse me, can I come by? - We're working. 1131 01:34:55,250 --> 01:34:56,834 - Everyone works! 1132 01:34:57,292 --> 01:35:00,417 Close the door, I'll go through. - It's not possible. 1133 01:35:00,584 --> 01:35:01,709 Horn 1134 01:35:07,667 --> 01:35:09,209 - Can you go back? 1135 01:35:31,083 --> 01:35:32,500 I'm late, sorry. 1136 01:35:32,667 --> 01:35:35,083 - It's okay, he is waiting for you in the courtyard. 1137 01:35:41,709 --> 01:35:43,626 - I'm sorry, my darling. 1138 01:36:03,834 --> 01:36:05,959 She starts the scooter. 1139 01:36:07,834 --> 01:36:10,500 Nathan, I told you to hold on to the road. 1140 01:36:14,417 --> 01:36:16,334 She turns it off. 1141 01:36:17,000 --> 01:36:18,959 Nathan? I'm talking to you. 1142 01:36:19,125 --> 01:36:20,334 You hold me. 1143 01:36:21,083 --> 01:36:22,125 - I don't want to. 1144 01:36:23,792 --> 01:36:26,042 - Alright. We stay here. 1145 01:36:27,125 --> 01:36:29,918 We can sleep here, we won't be late tomorrow. 1146 01:36:33,042 --> 01:36:35,792 Soft music 1147 01:36:35,959 --> 01:36:50,250 --- 1148 01:36:50,959 --> 01:36:52,500 You have an army. 1149 01:36:52,834 --> 01:36:55,125 - They're lifeguards. 1150 01:36:57,209 --> 01:36:59,500 All in the water! - All right. 1151 01:37:05,209 --> 01:37:07,375 Sorry for getting upset just now. 1152 01:37:08,918 --> 01:37:11,375 I got angry because I'm tired. 1153 01:37:11,834 --> 01:37:14,834 - When Cyril came to pick me up, you were less tired. 1154 01:37:15,000 --> 01:37:17,959 - It's true, I ran less. It was more practical. 1155 01:37:18,667 --> 01:37:20,459 But I have to do without him. 1156 01:37:20,626 --> 01:37:21,876 - For what ? 1157 01:37:23,334 --> 01:37:26,375 - Because he's not your dad, nor my lover. 1158 01:37:26,959 --> 01:37:30,292 I have to fend for myself. - You're not alone. I am here. 1159 01:37:31,375 --> 01:37:32,417 - Yes, you're there. 1160 01:37:33,584 --> 01:37:34,792 Of course. 1161 01:37:35,542 --> 01:37:46,375 --- 1162 01:38:13,042 --> 01:38:14,167 Come on. 1163 01:38:19,500 --> 01:38:20,959 We have to divorce. 1164 01:38:21,500 --> 01:38:23,209 I thought about it all again. 1165 01:38:24,709 --> 01:38:28,542 There is no emergency, but I would like to do it this year. 1166 01:38:31,918 --> 01:38:33,792 Do you understand or not at all? 1167 01:38:33,959 --> 01:38:35,459 - Yeah, I understand. 1168 01:38:35,626 --> 01:38:36,918 I'm not stupid. 1169 01:38:38,250 --> 01:38:40,876 - Anyway, Is it better for you too? 1170 01:38:41,042 --> 01:38:42,375 For Jeremy. 1171 01:38:42,626 --> 01:38:44,417 - No, Jeremy doesn't care. 1172 01:38:44,876 --> 01:38:47,042 He understood the situation well. 1173 01:38:51,500 --> 01:38:53,876 I'm sad, like a real divorce. 1174 01:38:56,542 --> 01:38:57,876 - It will be a real divorce. 1175 01:39:01,959 --> 01:39:04,083 - I feel like I've lost everything. 1176 01:39:07,209 --> 01:39:08,834 But I don't have Sammy anymore. 1177 01:39:09,667 --> 01:39:11,542 I won't have Nathan anymore soon. 1178 01:39:13,751 --> 01:39:15,709 After the divorce, I won't see you anymore. 1179 01:39:18,542 --> 01:39:19,918 - And your job? 1180 01:39:20,292 --> 01:39:22,334 - I don't do anything anymore, I can't do it anymore. 1181 01:39:25,709 --> 01:39:27,334 - Has it been since Sammy died? 1182 01:39:27,667 --> 01:39:29,292 - No, it happened later. 1183 01:39:29,626 --> 01:39:30,876 With triple therapy. 1184 01:39:32,667 --> 01:39:34,709 On the one hand, it saved me... 1185 01:39:35,751 --> 01:39:37,250 but I have more momentum. 1186 01:39:48,375 --> 01:39:51,250 - Photos taken in Italy, what did you do with it? 1187 01:40:16,792 --> 01:40:18,500 - Can't sleep? 1188 01:40:18,792 --> 01:40:19,959 - No. 1189 01:40:20,250 --> 01:40:21,876 - What are you thinking about? 1190 01:40:23,000 --> 01:40:24,834 - Nothing, ours. 1191 01:40:25,375 --> 01:40:26,918 - Nothing or us? 1192 01:40:39,584 --> 01:40:43,125 *Holding Back The Years (Simply Red) 1193 01:40:43,292 --> 01:41:11,667 *--- 1194 01:41:11,834 --> 01:42:12,751 --- 1195 01:42:15,459 --> 01:42:19,667 - He will redo the prints on a large scale if I validate the idea of an exhibition? 1196 01:42:20,125 --> 01:42:21,542 - Obviously. 1197 01:42:21,709 --> 01:42:25,417 He didn't want to make the selection. He didn't feel like he had the strength. 1198 01:42:26,751 --> 01:42:29,876 - You were his second eye, somehow. 1199 01:42:30,834 --> 01:42:33,959 - Yes, finally, I did what I could. By feeling. 1200 01:42:34,918 --> 01:42:37,000 It was hard to know how to choose 1201 01:42:37,167 --> 01:42:39,083 and get back into it all. 1202 01:42:39,250 --> 01:42:40,375 - Yeah. 1203 01:42:41,209 --> 01:42:42,209 Finally... 1204 01:42:42,375 --> 01:42:43,709 It's very beautiful. 1205 01:42:45,876 --> 01:42:49,250 We're going to do the exhibition. But I want Cyril to come see me 1206 01:42:49,876 --> 01:42:51,751 and be sure he won't screw us over. 1207 01:42:51,918 --> 01:42:53,375 - He would never do that to you. 1208 01:42:53,542 --> 01:42:57,042 - It's been 6 months since I last saw him. Tell him to call me. 1209 01:42:57,375 --> 01:43:00,292 If it's the latter, I want it to be sublime. 1210 01:43:03,459 --> 01:43:06,375 Melancholic music 1211 01:43:06,542 --> 01:43:54,959 --- 1212 01:43:55,125 --> 01:43:56,292 - Jeremy? 1213 01:43:57,876 --> 01:44:00,709 -Emma? I've heard a lot about you. 1214 01:44:00,876 --> 01:44:02,083 - Me too. 1215 01:44:02,834 --> 01:44:04,959 I haven't seen Cyril, where is he? 1216 01:44:05,125 --> 01:44:07,042 - He's outside, he's hiding. 1217 01:44:07,209 --> 01:44:18,250 --- 1218 01:44:18,417 --> 01:44:20,584 - Aren't you going to spend the evening there? 1219 01:44:21,125 --> 01:44:22,834 - No, but I would like to. 1220 01:44:25,751 --> 01:44:27,000 THANKS. 1221 01:44:27,709 --> 01:44:29,709 I couldn't have done this without you. 1222 01:44:35,626 --> 01:44:37,584 This is my last exhibition. 1223 01:44:39,083 --> 01:44:40,417 - Are you sure? 1224 01:44:40,584 --> 01:44:41,626 - Almost sure. 1225 01:44:43,584 --> 01:44:45,417 - What are you going to do next? 1226 01:44:46,751 --> 01:44:48,459 - I don't know, I'll find out. 1227 01:44:50,042 --> 01:44:53,334 We have life ahead of us, now, right? 1228 01:44:53,751 --> 01:45:53,250 --- 1229 01:45:54,292 --> 01:45:57,459 Soft funk music 1230 01:45:57,667 --> 01:48:49,000 --- 1231 01:48:49,375 --> 01:48:52,042 TITRAFILM subtitling